Have you been in a situation where in you feel emotionally and spiritually exhausted and tired as if, totally drained? I felt these negative emotions quite a few times in my life and the only outlet I could find to release them is deafening silence.  All I know and feel is to hate, to persecute, to hurt, and to be biased.   I find myself wounded by some sin and that I run away from my family, friends, community, and from God.  My life was totally down, burned out after that.  I feel that emptiness and worthlessness overcomes me, I wish that I could simply start over.  I tell myself that this is not how things are supposed to be, I want love, joy, peace of mind and serenity to start flowing within me.  I ask God for His grace, mercy and goodness that I know He alone can give but my prayers are no longer powerful and even though God was gifting me with small victories, I know it’s not enough.  I deserve the big answer now after a long time of praying to Him.  Every day I became irritable.  I wanted to fix everything by myself but I know I am powerless to change what I had no control over.  But I stand firm with my faith in God, I know healing will take place in me and to the broken relationships that arise and it will come in complete process.  I know He is working above…………………JESUS.


About Jabelah

I might not be someone's first choice, but I am a great choice. I don't pretend to be someone I'm not, because I'm good at being me. I might not be proud of some of the things I've done in the past, but I'm proud of who I am today. I may not be perfect, but I don't need to be. I am the way God made me. A Cheerful giver & constant talker. I like pink & brown. I can’t live without dogs. Movie & TV series enthusiast. Chocoholic & caffeine addict. Philosophical & sensitive by nature. I choose to be logical rather than emotional. I love to laugh & make people laugh. I know prayer time is a must. Dancing is my first love & my passion. I love my life as much as I love myself!

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