Have you been in a situation where in you feel emotionally and spiritually exhausted and tired as if, totally drained? I felt these negative emotions quite a few times in my life and the only outlet I could find to release them is deafening silence. All I know and feel is to hate, to persecute, to hurt, and to be biased. I find myself wounded by some sin and that I run away from my family, friends, community, and from God. My life was totally down, burned out after that. I feel that emptiness and worthlessness overcomes me, I wish that I could simply start over. I tell myself that this is not how things are supposed to be, I want love, joy, peace of mind and serenity to start flowing within me. I ask God for His grace, mercy and goodness that I know He alone can give but my prayers are no longer powerful and even though God was gifting me with small victories, I know it’s not enough. I deserve the big answer now after a long time of praying to Him. Every day I became irritable. I wanted to fix everything by myself but I know I am powerless to change what I had no control over. But I stand firm with my faith in God, I know healing will take place in me and to the broken relationships that arise and it will come in complete process. I know He is working above…………………JESUS.