I love to attend charismatic prayer meetings during my college days. I have two favorite parts, one is the praise and worship where I can feel God through spirit-filled and inspiring songs which help me release all negative emotions and accept healing. Two, group sharing where life testimonies and works of God are revealed.
There came a time when I feel so spiritually drained and tired because everything in my life falls apart. From a family divided with pride and principles, to a best friend who betrayed your trust, my mom was diagnosed with Anemia, to some people who consistently have interest in putting you down, to all rejections, and to all misfortunes in my life. I had only one day in a week to let God know and ask for guidance and healing. That is during our Thursday prayer meeting.
This year, my faith and commitment was put into test. I had sleepless nights and days, I feel empty and thinking for a lot of things. I lost a lot of love ones in my life, some are taken by pride, wrong choice of decision, different principles in life and some by death. I don’t have a spiritual community or ministry now and no prayer meetings to attend, where I can share my burdens, where I can listen to testimonies on how God works on other people’s life that will inspire me and uplift me. But I’m blessed and thankful to have supportive and prayerful family and friends that is always there for me.
And above all, I’m thankful to have GOD who never give up on me when I almost lost faith in HIM.
God Bless Everyone!!!